i miss Haukur!!!
it's been 2 weeks, and i havent been eating properly... *not cause of my heart is aching too much to eat, but cause Haukur's not here to cook for me anymore*
i cant wait for him to come back to England... but i'm also afraid that time is running too fast... that it'll be January already, and i have to leave England as soon as i finish my stupid dissertation... *dang, my dissertation!! have to start crankin on that one pretty soon!!*
i realise, that in no time, i'd have to choose between:
1. Going straight back to Indonesia cause my visa's expiring soon, and force Haukur to come to Indonesia as well...
2. Stay in England and risking to be blacklisted from all European countries, but at least Haukur and i wont be parted... T_T
tough choices...
